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Monday, July 29, 2019

Whole and holes?





...but was it really easy for you to leave?

Because it wasn't for me, never was and never will be.

By now, I really couldn't figure what I want to write, or why am I writting.
Maybe this is the right time i crawl back here and begin again from square one.

Maybe now is the right time for me to talk about how my life should probably go if we never crossed path.

I stopped drinking since the day we met, but that was the very day I started being drunk.
I was never myself when we were together, I forgot what is sober.
People keep telling me that I've changed, I was in denial.

I used to drink, but never once I thought that drinking and melancholic are my sober.
I could have never written any better that when I'm broken.

I was whole when you were here, but no that you left, only holes that I got.

Maybe it is true that now is the right time for me to talk about how my life should probably go if we never crossed path.


Monday, June 24, 2019

Worth?





That feeling when you're alone.
That feeling when nobody cares about you.
That feeling when you just can't take it anymore; and you wants to harm yourself.

That moment when you just want to cry.
That feeling when you don't care anymore.
That moment when you want to sink under the ground.
That feeling when you watch somebody is having fun with family, friends or somebody.

That feeling when your heart is broken.
That feeling and moment when you just want to end yourself.
That feeling when you realised that you don't have anything anymore.

It's sad to know, that we appreciate our friends more than they do.
It's sad when we're just being to extra when it come about friendship.
We're excited to see our friends, but they do not.

Tell me, show me if you really wanted me to stay because you seems fine if I'm gone.
Am I not worth it to fight anymore?


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No you're wrong.

You're not worth for them.
You deserve better. Better friends, better treatment.

Don't let others people undergrade you.
Set you limit higher.

Believe me, there's a lot of people outside there that idolize you.
They just don't show up.

Everyone of you is special in your own way.
There's nothing more than that to say.
Just be what you wanna be.

So don't ever think that you're useless.
Don't ever think that you're messing things around.
Don't think you're not invited to this world.

There's always be a reason.
Why were you here, why were you born.
Fighting until you know your worth.

Sometimes you just doesn't realize how much people keep alive because of you.
How people keep fighting because of you.
How they keep strong because they have you.

Sometimes you just don't realize that.

Just dream big. Believe in yourself.
Don't rely to much on people to help.
Talk to someone. A friend or love one.
They'll help you the best they can.

Soon you'll be running across the land saying its over I'm free now.







Just because we don't talk anymore, doesn't mean that I no longer care.
Truth is, I still do.
I still do my best to check up on you, to see how you're doing.
But everytime I've the urge to talk to you, it suddenly hits me that, we're strangers.

You don't want me in your life, hence the reason why I'm no longer a part of you.
But I want you to know, that I'm still here. I'll still be here for you.

Don't hesitate to talk to me, because half the time, I wish that you were talking to me.

I just really miss your presence.
I miss you being my best friend.
I just miss you in general.

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